REPETITIVE NIGHTMARE:

FIRST NIGHTMARE

I’m in a dark place, but I know it is a forest.

The air is glassy and there is dust/dust in it

There is grass beneath me, but it is more of something green that I know is grass, but as if made in VR. 

I feel that I am being watched. 

At one point I hear a sound – rustling – from my left. 

I feel fear.

I hear a second rustling – from the right.

Later in front of me.

I turn around and start running.

Again I hear rustling in front of me (behind me looking from the beginning of the dream). 

I stop.

SECOND NIGHTMARE

I’m in a dark place, but I know it is a forest.

The air is glassy and there is dust/dust in it

There is grass beneath me, but it is more of something green that I know is grass, but as if made in VR. 

I feel that I am being watched. 

At one point I hear a sound – rustling – from my left. 

I feel fear.

I hear a second rustling – from the right.

Later in front of me.

I turn around and start running.

Again I hear rustling in front of me (behind me looking from the beginning of the dream). 

I stop.

In the distance stands a wild boar facing me with its muzzle (its trunk is on the left side of its muzzle looking from my perspective).

It is strong, dark brown in colour.

He has a penetrating gaze. 

He is not looking at me, but I know he is watching me.

It turns its head toward me and moves toward me.

I run away, getting lost in the woods.

THIRD NIGHTMARE

I am in a dark place, but I know it is a forest.

The air is glassy and there is dust/dust in it

There is grass beneath me, but it is more of something green that I know is grass, but as if made in VR. 

I feel that I am being watched. 

At one point I hear a sound – rustling – from my left. 

I feel fear.

I hear a second rustling – from the right.

Later in front of me.

I turn around and start running.

Again I hear rustling in front of me (behind me looking from the beginning of the dream). 

I stop.

In the distance stands a wild boar facing me with its muzzle (its trunk is on the left side of its muzzle looking from my perspective).

It is strong, dark brown in colour.

He has a penetrating gaze. 

He is not looking at me, but I know he is watching me.

It turns its head toward me and moves toward me.

I run away, getting lost in the woods.

I find a tree. The tree is brown and devoid of leaves.

I climb the tree. I think I will be safe, but the wild boar also climbs behind me.

I see that it has three piglets.

The boar moves behind me into the crown of the tree, but the varmints stay on the trunk.

I flee to the left to another branch, then hide behind another branch.

Finally, the boar moves away.

I feel relieved.

Nothing in this world is completely realistic, it’s more like VR, and the boar seems cut out of a movie.

FOURTH NIGHTMARE

The boar’s muzzle appears and rises, and a human skeleton appears to me.

The skeleton is like from VR.

It is luminous.

It comes closer to me and shows me the right side of my spine in the lumbar region.

I am afraid of it, but at the same time I am fascinated by it.

The skeleton is Satan, who seduces me.

The spine is fluorescent – greenish.

I wake up.

Attending to the dream:

Nightmare is – in a way – the simplest dream to respond to, because its necessity is apparent. However, since it has been avoided for a long time, it becomes dramatic, bloated with emotions and exaggerated images. If I do not hear a gentle whisper, a nightmare will scream to wake me up to something I have omitted. A repetitive nightmare, screams repeatedly, as I have continued to shut my ears to what needs to be heard.

Surround yourself with light and call on your supporters, and face what calls you. If you turn your fear to courage, what part of yourself do you meet? What changes?